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Mushrooms & Roses

[youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7_daZ57HEOU&w=420&h=315] Baby fever is starting to catch up with me. A few months ago, I had a pregnancy scare. Hmm...I don't think I actually like calling it a scare. I know I wasn't ready at the time and I was a bit freaked out. Amazing how a few months can really make a difference. It's not even a feeling of missing being pregnant or seeing all of the cute onesies out
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Be Alright

[youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cPfhyfaJgGs&w=420&h=315]) What a difference a year makes. I'm typing this post with a semi-sleepy Yoda on my boob. I'm sure you wanted to know that but you can't deny I've been honest for this long so why hold back now? A year ago, I found out I was pregnant and I remember I had a flurry of emotions go through me. The biggest emotion was relief. We were trying for a
Yoda

Angel of Mine

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3eOuK-pYhy4&w=420&h=315] I'm butt hurt. No, not butt-hurt like someone insulted me but I'm literally butt hurt. The one thing a lot of these pregnancy blogs and fellow mommies forget to tell me that when you breast-feed in the sitting up position, after a while, your butt hurts. And it's quite painful. So I've been trying the laying down position. I don't particularly like that one but Yoda seems to dig it so
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I’m Lovin’ It – Yoda at Week 37*

Yes, I'm still preggo. I can still see my feet. I can still move reasonably. But it's still a struggle to get out of bed or turning over. If I stretch my legs, I'm risking a leg cramp and I've had a few already. But the end is near. Praise Jesus. Let's check to see how Yoda bear is doing...according to babygaga.com: If you haven't yet delivered, you've reached the calm before
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I’m Lovin’ It – Yoda at Week 36*

Today, I'm officially nine months pregnant, according to LMP, though Yoda is still measuring ahead. I'll get my cerclage removed next Tuesday and it's pretty much a guessing game on when I'll go into labor. Both doctors are estimating he'll be born within the first week of November but I'm still not certain I'll be pregnant come Halloween. We shall see! According to babygaga.com: Almost done, mommy! The countdown to your sweet
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Why

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HG7I4oniOyA&w=560&h=315] Today is my birthday. Two years ago, I was pregnant on my birthday and actually announced it the same day. It was easier to have people tell me Happy Birthday and wish me congratulations at the same time. Though I did announce to my Facebook friends  and family a few weeks ago I was expecting and debuted a few of our maternity photos, I've been pretty quiet on Facebook.
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Can It Be All So Simple?

http://youtu.be/7m148vZDwJA Swaddling. It seems simple enough as demonstrated: http://youtu.be/W4SnaQ1DVJM We watched this video last night to mixed reaction. For the record, we didn't have a problem with the video itself or the technique. The issue I had mainly, was seeing the newborn. So tiny! So precious! A widdle baybee! http://youtu.be/uvqJ1mTkEuY In a few months, I'm going to have one of those. Eek! I don't know how to handle something so small! The smallest thing
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Say My Name

http://youtu.be/sQgd6MccwZc As you may already know, we're having a boy. We nicknamed him Yoda due to the Star Wars theme we're doing for his nursery (which I quickly need to get started on). We have a list of boy names and to be honest, we really don't know which one is the winner. We had a list of names with Ethan (though I was determined to name him Jordan) and
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I’m Lovin’ It – Yoda at Week 25*

Truth to be told, I'm technically speaking in the third trimester already. Yoda's body is measuring a whopping two weeks ahead and his head is a month ahead. A whole month? You know that means? That means big-ass baby. But both of my doctors are going by LMP, so we're sticking to that. Let's check in to see how he's doing. According to babygaga.com: Your little grower’s physical proportions are pretty much
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Like I Love You

http://youtu.be/FQ3slUz7Jo8 So much has happened since I last checked in! Lots and lots of great news! First things first - the major news: surpassing Ethan's gestation loss and reaching viability. To be honest, I never thought I would see those two milestones. It's huge. Reaching and surpassing Ethan's lost was very emotional. Reaching viability was equally emotional. This pregnancy finally feels real. I'm going to be a Mommy! M is going