Yoda

Can’t B Good

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AKp2Mv2gLGo&w=420&h=315] Remember how I expressed my dislike for the Pampers brand? Yeah. Now I have a solid reason. Let me present to you Exhibit A: [caption id="attachment_751" align="aligncenter" width="222"] Normally I tag my photos, but I'm pretty sure no one is going to steal this shitty picture. And I mean that literally.[/caption]   Yeah, this just happened. Tonight. Can someone please tell me how in the fuck did poop travel from Yoda's bottom to outside
Pregnancy, Yoda

Sweet Sensation

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P-9Y01WBdmw&w=420&h=315] This kid is permanently stuck on my boob. I'm typing this post with a semi-sleeping Yoda on my left boob. I'm sure that was a form of TMI but hey, I'm a mom now and my TMI posts are relatively far and few in-between in comparison to most that are out there. Yoda is now 7 1/2 weeks old. Crazy. 7 1/2 weeks ago I gave birth to a baby and
Yoda

Angel of Mine

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3eOuK-pYhy4&w=420&h=315] I'm butt hurt. No, not butt-hurt like someone insulted me but I'm literally butt hurt. The one thing a lot of these pregnancy blogs and fellow mommies forget to tell me that when you breast-feed in the sitting up position, after a while, your butt hurts. And it's quite painful. So I've been trying the laying down position. I don't particularly like that one but Yoda seems to dig it so
Ethan

For Ethan

  I loved you then, I love you now, and I'll love you forever. I can't wait until we'll reunite in heaven. Until then, please keep watching over me, your Daddy, and your little brother, Bo.
Cerclage, Ethan, Incompetent Cervix, Pregnancy, Pregnant After a Late Loss, Pregnant After a Loss

My Saving Grace

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aE1ED_9piMU&w=420&h=315] There is something innately unnatural about burying a child. Like it really goes against God's plan and all laws of nature. This Friday marks the second angelversary of Ethan going to heaven. I can vividly recall that entire day - going into labor at 2:30 in the morning, and fighting the labor the entire day until 5:30 that night when Ethan appeared on his own. It was then I learned
Pregnancy

Welcome to the Jungle

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o1tj2zJ2Wvg&w=420&h=315] Woe is me.  Eh, not really. Bo is just a little over three weeks old now and I've learned quite a bit since his birthday: When people say, 'sleep when the baby sleeps', that's damn good advice. I've questioned if being a mother was really in the cards for me. I've done it a few times, honestly. Trusting my husband with our son is a challenge. I have to keep reminding myself that yes,
Pregnancy, Pregnant After a Late Loss, Pregnant After a Loss, Preparing for Yoda

It’s Been Awhile

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K2NGe9mLAEc&w=420&h=315] Let's see it's been about three weeks since I've last updated. Well, a lot has happened since then. Namely this: To fully tell the story, I have to backtrack a little so bear with me here. Saturday, November 9 Over the weekend, I saw my OB and had a special trip to Labor & Delivery (L&D) for a NST since my blood pressure was becoming alarmingly high, mix in with a little
Cerclage, Incompetent Cervix, Pregnancy, Pregnant After a Late Loss, Pregnant After a Loss, Preparing for Yoda

Scream

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0P4A1K4lXDo&w=420&h=315] This kid is stubborn. So it's been almost two weeks since my cerclage was removed and well, I'm still very much pregnant. It wasn't too bad except for when I suddenly fell sick. I didn't think it was a big deal but apparently my OB did. I saw him today and he checked me. The good news: Yoda is still locked and loaded. The bad news: He's not low enough
Pregnancy, Pregnancy Week by Week, Pregnant After a Late Loss, Pregnant After a Loss, Preparing for Yoda

Future Baby Mama

For those wondering, Future Baby Mama is the title of a Prince song. I love Prince. Have you ever seen him perform in concert? Ah-mazing! You really need to go check him out sometime in this lifetime. It's Hump Day, Bump Day...let's goooooooooo!   How far along? 38 weeks, according to LMP. Weight gain/loss?  None. No weight gain at all entire pregnancy. Symptoms: A ton of Braxton-Hicks. A ton. They tend to occur at night
Pregnancy, Pregnant After a Late Loss, Pregnant After a Loss, Preparing for Yoda

Rock the Casbah

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bJ9r8LMU9bQ&w=420&h=315] So much to do and so little time... Or maybe a lot of time....who knows at this point? I started researching babysitters/caretakers. Since I'm a writer, I plan to take a few weeks "off" to adjust to motherhood, but plan to be back in the swing of things come January. My situation is a bit different. Technically speaking I'm a SAHM (stay at-hom mom) but reality speaking, I'm not. I bring