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Ugh, I hate the 2WW.
I'm going to keep it real. My willpower isn't great. It's actually pretty crappy when it comes to pregnancy testing. I'm pretty good at waiting for other things that I really want. But when I have several pregnancy tests that amount to maybe less than a dollar each...my willpower shrinks to nothing.
So I've tested...a lot. Maybe too much.
Yeah, negative. I think. Not sure.
I really
Category: TTC
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Today is the King of Pop's birthday. Here's a rad fact - both of my kids' middle names - Michael - is in honor of him. True story! (Though I pronounce Bear's middle name as Mikhail. It sounds better than way, IMO.)
Creating a vlog channel is a little more difficult than I'd imagined.
I looked through some other vloggers, just to get an idea of what they do and
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Baby fever is starting to catch up with me.
A few months ago, I had a pregnancy scare. Hmm...I don't think I actually like calling it a scare. I know I wasn't ready at the time and I was a bit freaked out. Amazing how a few months can really make a difference.
It's not even a feeling of missing being pregnant or seeing all of the cute onesies out
Has it really been almost a month since I last posted? I'm sorry. That sucks.
Between trying to get my writing career back on track and still getting used to this SAHM thing, I've neglected this blog. Bad foxxy. I need to do better.
For a mea culpa, here's a recent photo of Yoda bear:
M. started bringing up the topic of trying again. Ideally, I would love Yoda and his sibling(s)
For those who are still trying, I'll tell you what I did. Keep in mind, it wasn't just one solid thing. If anything, it was a perfect storm:
Acupuncture (it really calmed down my nerves and made me focus on things that weren't pregnancy/baby-related)
Exercising daily (Again, just to calm my nerves and besides, I wanted to look and feel better)
More fruits and veggies and a lot of water to flush
After one year of trying, taking a break, trying again, doing away with the tempting and just said, 'eff it', I'm pregnant!
A little background on me: I'm foxxy. You can call me foxxy. I started my TTC journey in December 2010. We suffered a miscarriage in April 2011 and fell pregnant again in July 2011. Our son, Ethan, was born prematurely at 22 weeks gestation on December 13, 2011