http://youtu.be/rfUYuIVbFg0
I really don’t like Journey but the song fits this blog post.
Tomorrow is the big day. Tomorrow I finally get my cerclage.
To be honest, I really don’t want to get it. I really don’t want to go to the hospital. But I know if I want Yoda to bake and most importantly, I want to meet him/her in November, it’s a necessary procedure.
I’m nervous. I’m scared. What if it fails? What if it doesn’t hold me to 37 weeks? What if I have to be on bedrest for the remainder of my pregnancy? Would I be able to visit family? Would I be able to drive? What are my restrictions?
I’ve been a nervous wreck all week and so has my husband. We know how much is riding on this cerclage. We need to make it to 24 weeks, then 28, then 32, and finally 37 weeks. I just have to pray to God and keep the faith that this pregnancy will have a different outcome.
This pregnancy will have a different outcome.
This pregnancy will have a different outcome.