Ethan

Together Again

http://youtu.be/UYyZiNG40pM I've been thinking about Ethan a lot lately. As I approach the gestation week where I lost him, he's constantly on my mind. This might sound silly to some of you but my son visits me. He likes to visit me in my dreams but he often has other ways that he shows up. A few times I swore I saw a spirit of a grown man in my
Pregnant After a Late Loss, Pregnant After a Loss

One Sweet Day

http://youtu.be/UXxRyNvTPr8   Every month on the 13th, I take a moment to reflect. If I can't spend the day alone, I usually find a quiet area to just decompress and reflect: where I have been, where I am, where I am going. Ethan was born on December 13, 2011. That date is permanently tattooed on my brain. It's been 17 months since he went to Heaven and I've thought about Ethan more during