Today, I have a six-year-old. A happy, healthy, and precocious six-year-old. For those new to this blog, I lost our firstborn, Ethan, in 2011. We spent all of 2012 trying to get pregnant again to no avail. Just when I thought I wasn't able to have any more children, we fell pregnant with Bear. While Bear has not taken the place of Ethan, he has helped us heal. He