Month: December 2013

Ethan

For Ethan

  I loved you then, I love you now, and I'll love you forever. I can't wait until we'll reunite in heaven. Until then, please keep watching over me, your Daddy, and your little brother, Bo.
Cerclage, Ethan, Incompetent Cervix, Pregnancy, Pregnant After a Late Loss, Pregnant After a Loss

My Saving Grace

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aE1ED_9piMU&w=420&h=315] There is something innately unnatural about burying a child. Like it really goes against God's plan and all laws of nature. This Friday marks the second angelversary of Ethan going to heaven. I can vividly recall that entire day - going into labor at 2:30 in the morning, and fighting the labor the entire day until 5:30 that night when Ethan appeared on his own. It was then I learned
Pregnancy

Welcome to the Jungle

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o1tj2zJ2Wvg&w=420&h=315] Woe is me.  Eh, not really. Bo is just a little over three weeks old now and I've learned quite a bit since his birthday: When people say, 'sleep when the baby sleeps', that's damn good advice. I've questioned if being a mother was really in the cards for me. I've done it a few times, honestly. Trusting my husband with our son is a challenge. I have to keep reminding myself that yes,